[[retardedly me]]

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

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fucking pain.
fucking jelly.

but theres nothing I can do as it increases

stupid body
i hate you

go away=(

[[ retarded.ling ]]*|9:27:00 PM|

Monday, September 1, 2008

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34 more days the END OF SIP. alright, im still c ounting though my days here are much better compared to others. had a really busy friday rushing out the ramadhan slides and recipe slides that has to be TX over the weekend and stupid caldecott bus leaves at 330pm daily. end up, i couldnt follow on the shoot for my tea appreciation at park royal.

had treatment on saturday MORNING! im early and so guai. and head over to Ehub for WALL - E!! sooooooo cute. love it! =D

spent sunday at cousin house because its my nep's 1yr old! watched CHI BI/ red cliff there and finds it quite nice. after that, head over to taka for MOONCAKES. thanks to sis, who keep stuffing greentea flavor to me. LOL. and poor sbro have to keep eating the durians once. because quoted by bbro, "1 person mouth smells, is better than the 4 of us all smells." HAHAHAHA! and after getting mooncakes, we decided to eat one of the best food we love. The Oasis taiwan porridge! moved from kallang to TPY. waited for bout 45mins and finally sat down. ordered the usuals and eat like monsters! HAHAH. both me and sbor ate like 4 bowls of porridge. HOHO. nice =D and we shared the amt in ratio of 4:3:2:1. HAHA. me and sbro ate the most and paid the least. parents got theirs for free. LOL.

somehow, I have a feeling that it might not be a really good things for them to get together before olvls end. have they wonder how much problem it brings about due to the rs? quarrels with surrounding people and family. yes, i noe, hes good. if he isnt, i would have brought a hatchet and chopped him b4 he gets to you. but have you thought that, since you promised you sis that u will only get together after olvls, and now you are already tog. how would she feel? and because of past experiences, its not that she doubt you or him, but is worried for u. no one can predict. and because she is your sister, she worries, for everything. at the gathering, she take the effort to come over and talk to us, telling us how much she worries for you and trying to find out about him. she takes the initiative to know about him. if she is bend on not accepting him, she would not have spend the effort trying to know how this person is. she could have jolly well condemned him. perhaps we are being busybody to tell you all this, but it concerns our responsibility because we are the ones that bring u 2 tog, and it concerns your studies, your future, and your relationship with your sis. from what i know, you are better with your sis than your 2nd sis. why make it that both did not talk for 1 week? when she said that because of all these and you 2 dint talk for a week, i can sense that she is really upset about it. you can go WTF, FUCK OFF, DISGUSTED or whatever shits. but if no1 cares for you, who give the fuck to spend time talking to you? who gives a fucking care? no1. she does not want you to waste another year and end up on private school or whatever shits. think for yourself, people around you can sense the amt of time you spend with him than with your studies. yes, you can say its your first time being in a rs, its the honeymoon period or whatever it is, dont be oblivious of the surroundings. if you talk nicely to your sis with a mentality of nicely and not a mentality of "you just dont understand and stop being bossy about my life". the right metality will then bring across the right attitude and right talking. she is your sis, if he is good, and you are happy with him, and you promise you will spend more time on studies, i see no reason for her to forbids your rs with him. but it is a fact that you have rather spend more time with him and lessen your studies time. there are alot of examples. just ask yourself, compare the timing, the seriousness, the concentration.

maybe i am being really a real pain in the ass, being a fucking shit busybody, a disgusting idiot that says so much rubbish, just go ahead and ignore. if i dont give a fucking care about you, i wont say so much. i shall then shudup.

lastly
dear, after what ive said last night. i tink, its really true that perhaps, i should be alone with zhu lao da. i should learn to shudup and go 1 corner. HAHA. go 1 corner read my books, find my stars and smack SOME1's pipi. =P anyways, im halfway through my sip! and am tired of treatment. HOW? =x so EXPENSIVE, so MUST eat MEDICINE EVERYDAY, so TORTUROUS. your ZLN is suffering tremendously. HAHA.
I LOVE YOU.

Labels: shudup and go hide 1 corner haha

[[ retarded.ling ]]*|10:19:00 AM|

Sunday, August 17, 2008

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45 more days to END OF SIP.

and every1 is simply counting down.
poor amy has to bear with her RETARDED IDIOTIC supervisors
KAMBATTEE!!!!

and treatment is getting so dam pain!
poor me!!

and when is my pay coming in?!!
I NEED MONEY FOR FOOD and buy books!
HAHA

worked yest at bnj
its been weeks since i last worked
worked closing with bro and its still fun
like ive said
i would rather work full at bnj alone, than to sip
HAHA.
and we served a father, whose bald
bald nvm, STILL GEL THE HAIR IN A DAM WEIRD MANNER
me and bro simply laugh till cant serve
keep hiding away
and finally managed to bear with it and serve
HAHA

and
im FREAKING DISGUSTED BY THAT YB AND JAVIER
COPY MY PIG PIG STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO PUT TM
STILL CALL ME TO USE SMELL PIG INSTEAD
DISGUSTED
I USED THAT LIKE 1 YEAR PLUS AGO
COPYSHITS!
DONT TALK TO ME

I AM DISGUSTED
THE 2 FREAKING STICKY SHITS

I AM ANGRY!

lastly,
the real and authentic PIGPIG, I LOVE YOU!
=D CONCENTRATE ON YOUR WORK AND YOU CAN COMPLETE ON TIME. else risk geting your birdbird cut and pipi smacked
IM NICE. rmb.
haha!

I can't walk on water but your love for me has me walking on air.

Labels: DISGUSTED

[[ retarded.ling ]]*|4:37:00 PM|